Dedicated to my very special Bestie Sister.
What can I say to my amazing older sister ReflectedMemories. She has a heart of gold and sometimes can be way to hard on herself. Over the years we have been through so much together and honestly I wouldn't want to go through it with any other person then her. She knows me so well just as I know her. I'm scared to leave my house, but when she comes over I always love taking walks with her to the nearest store to pick up bottles of soda or snack foods. I love listening to what she has to say and I am so happy she feels safe in my house. I love seeing a smile on her face when she comes over and is comfortable. I also don't mind giving up my bed for her to sleep on. If worse comes to worse I can always take the couch. My family adores you and you are apart of our family. You were the moment you walked through the door. I can't tell you how safe you make me feel and how understanding you are with my situations. I am truly blessed to have someone like you in my life. We have come a very long way. You know my regrets, desires, hopes. I just love making you happy and laughing. We always have a great time when we are together. My therapist even said she hopes you can come over more not only for me but for the sake of us just being together and hanging out. We support each other. I guess what I am trying to say is, I love you from the bottom of my heart buddy. I never wanna lose you. I know we have down times and sometimes we snap at each other. And I have come a long way with sharing. But no object or ammount of money ever gets between us. I thank you for staying by my side. Whatever comes along we can face together. I will help you out the best I can. Thank you dearest Sister, you are more then what I could of ever wanted.
While I am here let me list some of my good friends in no order (And please know all of my watchers are my friends )
This section is dedicated to my watchers and friends. I have had so much fun with you guys. You have been with me through think and thin and for that I thank you. I couldn't ask for better friends then you guys. I wish words could explain just how much you mean to me. I would be so lonely without you all. Thank you for your support. I truly mean it from the bottom of my heart.
Let's get somethings clear..
I am just going to put this section here so I won't have trouble with people in the future/I think I should update everyone to let them know why I have been acting bitchy.
I know I haven't been feeling myself at all lately. ( I had a Seizure on November 23rd. It was a stress seizure. Yes they are real, ever since then I have been feeling lost..like I know where my surroundings are, but I don't know where I myself am. I seem to have lost interest in things I love doing the most and it makes me sad because I don't like this place holder person I am now.
I have ringing in my ears sometimes and will be getting that checked out. I'm being generous and giving out this information for I don't have to justify anything to a stranger. So if I snap at you, don't take it personally.
Also let me update some rules. If I block you, that's it. No more second chances. Don't message me on another account or anything of the sort. Just LEAVE.ME.ALONE.
Just because I draw underwater perils and art of the such does not mean I want pervy messages mmk? Keep those to yourself. They make me uncomfortable. And before you ask then why do it in the first place, because I can, so shut up and deal with it. Learn how to be polite and know an artist's boundries.
I am writing this down now just for future reference. Trust me, if you are a watcher of mine and you have done something I would of contacted you. I love all my watchers and supporters greatly. And I will admit I can be a perv with my art sometimes.
As a side note if you can't tell I am very much into anime and a character I feel that I can connect to is Mariko from Elfen lied. You don't have to understand it, nor do you have to question it. Just go along your merry way. Ok?
I suppose I should wrap this up. If you have any questions contact me directly. I honestly am civil and I prefer to work things out in an adult matter. I do not aggree with derogatory comments towards both parties. We both have the right to have opinions yes, but that does not mean we need to use hurtful words.
So if you read all of this I will know by the way you act around me, and for my current watchers, this does not affect you at all. I thank you for your time. Do have a good day/evening.
Hmm really not sure what to put here, I love my friends, and I can have a bad temper at times. And depression and what not, but hey everyone stuck with me so I thank you all for that. I draw stuff, maybe do requests, I dunno you can look through my gallery. I tried to clean it up ;; but oh well.
Elfen lied inspires a lot of my vent art work.
So please just try your best to deal with my outbursts, It's not so much that I am angry, that it is I am sad. But hey who doesn't have issues?
Fact. 99.9 Percent of the time the females I draw are damaged in some way. Living in a fantasy of that perfect man that will never come.
NOTE TO EVERYONE WHO COMMISIONS AND OR REQUESTS SOMETHING FROM ME YOU BETTER SAVE IT TO YOUR OWN COMPUTER RIGHT AWAY, THERE IS NOT A 100% IT WILL BE IN MY GALLERY
You Scored as Mariko
The ultimate killing machine, you could even kill Lucy, if they let you. Your whole life was spent locked up after your mother died, and you were just barely kept alive. You love to kill, but your not evil, killing to you is more like a child ripping the wings off an insect.
You are Diva,
You are childish and sometimes cruel. But if you want something you will do everything in your power to get it. You act as if you don`t care about anything but yourself but secretly you care about those closest to you like family.
You are Sachiko Shinozaki
You can be considered the most dangerous ghost out of everyone in Heavenly Host, unlike the other ghost children you were killed by the principal of Heavenly Host, who strangled you to death after you witnessed the death of your mother. You like to kill the people who end up in your school in various, torturous ways, you used to do this because you believed it would keep your mother company but now you just kill for your own amusement.
Dedicated to my Big brother.
So I've known you for around a year and a half now and I gotta say it's been really fun. You are a gentle person by nature even though a little shy. We have so much in common and it's always fun when you come to the joinme's I host. I also am deeply appreciate of how much you care for a certain someone you adopted into your heart. I know she can be a bratty queen but she means well. It's always fun to talk to you and you have been one of my support systems. We are in similar situations with certain things so we can relate a lot to each other. We also both apologize a lot to each other and worry a lot. I really respect how sensitive you are of my boundries and you pick up on my moods really well. I couldn't ask for a better brother then you. I also feel honored I can help out your mom when she needs it. It's amazing how the world is. I just want to say thank you.